Today has been a long day for me. Not because it was a bad day, but because I felt very alone. I have so many things to think about, and there are so many things wrong with me that need to be changed that I'm shutting down. My system has finally overloaded and I can't function anymore. I haven't been taking care of myself, I look and feel awful, and I'm not happy at all. I don't undertand how I got to this place, but I looked in the mirror today and realized that I am falling apart. I am trying so hard to succeed and get everything worked out for school this next semester, but nothing seems to be working. I am receiving no help from anyone, and I'm very afraid that I wont be going to school this semester (which would be absolutely heartbreaking). I am scared and alone, and I'm having a very hard time trusting God right now...Please pray for me. I am trying so hard, but my walls are crashing all around me.
~Matt
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I'm praying for you... I know without a doubt that God is taking you through a period of refining and drawing you closer to Himself. Keep pressing in and pressing on. Miss you.
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