Monday, November 17, 2008

The Antithesis of Hurting...

Today I woke up with a heavy heart. The reason my heart is so heavy is because Jesus is inside of it breaking away all the bad things that I have let into my heart. I know the process is going to take a long time, but it needs to happen. I have not been allowing Jesus to take complete control of my heart because every time that I do He shows me something that I don't like about myself, and that I don't want to change. I need to feel the pain of Him breaking my heart down so that he can heal it, and build it back up again. It's going to take time, and there will definitly be pain involved, but I'm ready to have my heart restored again. I'm ready to let go, and allow Jesus to take my life completely from me. I'm finally willing to trust Him.

~Matt~

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